I will come for you

Hey there this is the final i did for my fundementals of Design class the goal here was a self portrate that said  somthing about us . and rather than tell my fellow collegians the actual story behind its meanin i shall tell all of youz

4 Years ago i was pregnant with a little boy, he wasnt planned or anything but i was beside myself with excitment and happiness. went in for a rutine check up and they told me they couldnt find his heart beat... My little boy hadnt made it. About a week after I had lost him someone told me, the worst thing i had ever heard in my life. that "all unbaptized childeren go to Hell"  and i made the desision that if my little boy was lost in Hell, that i was going to go down there with him so he wasnt alone.... my final suicide attempt was thwarted only by what i could call devine intervention.. i cut my wrists, but no matter how vicious i was with my insisions i simply would not bleed enough.
.... i guess whoever is in charge of this universe decided that it wasnt my time to go... and there was much debate between the two of us about that. ...
in my heart i know that my little Eben is safe and sound in heaven waiting for me and his little brother gabe to come play with him.

the whole point of this art was to let go of the agony i felt in that moment
and let me end this with, be kind and carefull of what you say to everyone you meet in your life , you have no idea what kind of pain they could be hiding